Mama giraffe is in transition
My due date is fast approaching, and I believe I am already in the transition stage of labor – that most intense period when contractions are the strongest and most rapid, and the urge to push is overwhelming.
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I have known for over a year that this day was coming, and I have known for several months that the actual date would be January 6th. But when people ask me if I am excited or nervous, I really can’t say. It feels just like it does when you’re having your first child: you know that on a specific day, your life will change forever in ways that you can’t even imagine, and yet you are itching with anticipation and filled with curiosity about what this new life will look like.
And like an expectant mother in the throes of nesting, I am maniacally trying to tie up all the final details of my departure. There’s a lot left to do in these last three days, believe it or not, but the list is definitely dwindling.
My biggest disappointments in all the preparations I made are (1) that I didn’t get to spend as much time as I’d hoped to studying German, and (2) that my nine boxes will not be waiting for me in Vienna as planned. Invoicing disputes, the holiday season, U.S. customs (in general, not specifically about me) and the storms along the west coast of Europe have conspired to delay my shipment, which for all I know could be still rolling along on the bounding sea. The latest communiqué from the shipping company projected delivery to my apartment about a week after I arrive. Keep your fingers (and toes) crossed please.
One area of better-than-expected accomplishment, however, is how well Scout has adapted to her travel crate. You may remember my earlier attempts to acquaint her with it (see photos in my post “Pet Prep”) while we were still in Teaneck.
Not long after Thanksgiving here in Maine, I reintroduced her to it, and found after a few short days that she was wandering in of her own accord. I think it helped that I rather slyly positioned it right in front of her favorite window, and she had no choice but to venture in so that she could peer out into the world. But she soon seemed to appreciate its coziness, and began to take naps in it.
Then I brought out and let her sniff the cover for a while, and finally wing-nutted it into place on top. Lo and behold, she liked it even more. Now it’s like her own personal bedroom (with a canopy bed, if you will), and she spends quite a bit of time each day and at night sleeping there. (She’s in it now as I write this.)
And now, dear readers, it’s time for the giraffe to give one last push, and to say ...
Gute Nacht, auf wiedersehen, und nächstes Mal schreibe ich von Wien!
[Good night, so long, and next time I’ll write from Vienna!]
As an avid reader, your comparison to labor is profound - so accurate and suddenly, makes the entire experience so clear. My heart is pounding with excitement for you as I read your every word... it's as if I will feel the rush when the plane lifts off. I completely understand your anxiety over Scout... but believe, just believe, that she will be fine. Add in an extra blanket, favorite toy... and maybe doggie dramamine, if the vet approves. The boxes.... best laid plans. But, they WILL arrive and will perhaps give you the week to adjust to new surroundings before you are buried in cardboard and paper. I cannot wait until the next entry. So much love is going with you on this journey - with the knowledge that we will meet in Vienna.
ReplyDeleteCan't wait for your first entry once you arrive in Vienna, Vera! Thank you for taking us along on your (& Scout's) journey of discovery. I'm certain all will come together, even if not exactly as planned. We all know what they say about the best laid plans, yes? Safe travels, my friend - we'll miss you in the States but are happy for you that you are following your heart!
ReplyDeletevera yekara - its more then childbirth - its like an expedition to a new world, where no one has boldly gone before (well, almost), and scout is like laica - if I were you I would be very excited,but in a pleasent way as your uncle fritz would say - getting their is half the fun! Its like you'll be starting the third viannese school ! anyway - warm hugs and coda sends regards to scout!
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